Garden
We didn’t fall in love in a garden
But we kind of did
We were just standing in my doorframe trying not to kiss
I used to live in a house with friends and a big backyard
And I never built a garden like I wanted
I hope someone else moved in and planted seeds where there were none
and i hope they bloomed
Oh can you see it
When you look at me
I hope that you know that
You’re all the garden I need
You’re all the garden I need
Now I got a dog
I still don’t have a garden
but we have a home
its all i really wanted
but someday i will plant it myself
All full of flowers
cut them down to give to you
Oh can you see it
when you look at me
I hope you can see that
you’re all the garden i need
Take it slow
Take it slow
We have so much room to grow
Take it slow
Tomorrow
I'll wash the blood from my hands
and I'll pour myself a drink
cause I'll do it all again
tomorrow
And I'm sorry for my sins
I'm trying not to
run my mouth again
I won't come back to this place
I won't come back
I won't come back
There's still nothing good left to say
But I'll say it anyway
Cause I can't bear the silence or the grave
And I love you like a kid
I could hold you till my dying day
But I won't come back to this place
I won't come back
I won't come back
What if all it ever was
was a love on its knees
crying out baby won't you come home to me
And what if I'm the love
forgot how to hold myself too
How am i supposed to know what to do
How am i supposed to know how to love you
Lose You
I took my words packed them up when i found they didn't help me
I hold my tongue on the days I don't know myself at all
dust me off ten feet deep
I buried her a few months back
maybe we should put the shovel down
this taste in my mouth, is this what being loved is like
I'm trying my very best
not to lose you
I'm trying my very best not to leave
You take what you have and you give it all to me
lover like a landslide endless particles i can't see
Every time you touch me i lose my way
Darling I will try to stay
This lump in my throat, is this what being loved is like
I'm trying my very best
not to lose you
I'm trying my very best not to leave
But it's hard sometimes love
i wanna give myself away
It's hard sometimes love
I wanna give it all away
It's hard sometimes love
I wanna give myself away
so i can find myself
a reason
to stay
Good Dream
You hit me hard you broke me open
You ran through me like a storm
Came to you with all that I'm holding
Take what's mine I'll take what's yours
If you hadn't asked i still would have noticed
but you did and i did and it kept me up
Cigarette lungs I left the light on
Hoping your voice would wake me
I know you're leaving in the morning
taking your band and driving north
I'm a liar and you're a good good dream
I wish you would stay
for what it's worth
Swallow me whole body moving
cause you got me swaying to your beat
babygirl take me in your hands
before i crumble at your feet
I know you're leaving in the morning
taking your band and driving north
I'm a liar and you're a good good dream
I wish you would stay
for what it's worth
I'm gonna break my own heart
So you don't have to do it for me
I will get there first
Is it wrong to be this lonely
Who are you to hold me like
Everything I say matters
Cigarette
I used to hate that you smoked
Now I miss your exhale
Cut my breathing on a ghost
I got lost in exile
I look up and it’s raining
I look down and it’s gone
I get scared all the time still
Is it too much to ask
It's not like I was running scared
I just got fucked up on time in space
Couldn’t get ahead of it this time
It’s not the right moment not the right place
I look up and it’s raining
I look down and you're gone
I get scared all the time still
Is it too much to ask
Not to leave me yet
Hold me in your hands
Between your lips like a cigarette
Breathe me in